OH MY......So Christmas has come and gone. I have been eating horribly for the last 3 days. I did go to the grocery store to buy groceries so I am back on track. Clean eating here I come again. Tomorrow I start the long program of Couch potato to 5k....5K!!! That is no where near I need to be for the NYC Marathon. I need to make a pact with myself that when I go to the store I don't buy one thing that is not on plan.
WHy do I still feel the need to eat oreo's and doritos.......I really just want to eat healthy and lose this weight.
I saw m ex this week. Our main problem was my weight and how much everyone talked about it to him....he never had a problem but then he began to get embarrassed. I was hoping the next time I saw him I would be at the weight I wanted to be. That didn't happen. Why? Well because I am comfortable. I need to get uncomfortable. I need to push myself to do things I don't want to do. I need to push myself to learn I can live a healthy life.
The next step in my life besides my career is marriage and children. I don't want to pass on these horrible eating habits to my children. I need to make myself get up and do it.
So to keep track I am going to write everything I eat here.
2 boiled eggs
4 lettuce wraps
1 beef chuck steak cut up
bell pepper
onion
alfalfa sprouts
very little cheese
DORITOS
3 pieces of toast
cream of turkey
cup of tea
orange juice
So wish me luck tomorrow for my new workout regimen.
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Ugh - I have one ex in town who I run into too often (ever would be too often). He had a problem with my weight - he really had a problem with all things Loquin. It looks like you're eating really well if you forgive yourself the doritos but you didn't give any quantity there. I hope your work out went well and you aren't too sore!
ReplyDeleteThank you Loquin.....if I never had to see him again it would be great. :) And let's not talk about the quantity.....one full bag within 2 days......not good lol.....
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